01/12/2026
💔 Hey Ode, here’s my first art making in 108 days. It’s been 108 days since you, my dearly beloved ODE, left behind your beautiful, powerful physical body.
💔 108 days since your body died. I know it sounds funny to say it that way, but your spirit is alive and well and letting me (and others) know that in many wonderful and heart wrenching ways.
💔 You may have noticed, since I know you’re always HERE WITH ME, (your spirit is SO powerful) that I haven’t been creating, at least not in the usual ways. I HAVE been creating shrines, altars and photo vignettes of you in our home, so that every way my head turns I SEE YOU.
💔 I did however make these messy ink drawings within days of your passing, and then they sat, sidelined, when it was clear to me that I had no desire to continue.
It’s only in the last week or so that I felt the urge to add any colour. And now in support of me and my sacred biz I’m finally going to post on my biz page, something creative.
ODE, this messy ink and watercolour painting, in case you don’t recognize it…is US. You’re the monkey (yes that’s a monkey, not a cat) in the back, paddling the J stroke and keeping us on track…I’m the blue buffalo in the middle. and our kitty Maisie up front, watching for reefs and rocks.
🎹🎹🎹 Plus you’ll notice your accordions, top hat, fave matcha tea mugs, firewood logs, tequila….I miss you sooooooo MUCH.
On my knees scream crying on the regular.
Thank YOU Ode for your inspiration, your MAGIC! 🎩🎩🎩
I LOVE you. I love YOU. I LOVE you. ❤️❤️❤️
Btw, The Sun, Moon, and Earth, all tied together by this sacred ratio of 108, (number of days you’ve been gone/not gone) mirror a divine harmony in the macrocosm. This astronomical numerical alignment of 108 signifies our connection with universal cycles.
Renowned mathematicians of Vedic culture viewed 108 as a number of the wholeness of existence.
When we chant mantras 108 times, we can intentionally align ourselves with OUR PLACE in the rhythm of the universe.
🌟💔😿Many peeps have been chanting and REMEMBERING you, Ode.
As always, algorithms will have their way after such a long absence on my part here on the “socials”
I KNOW and trust I’m not alone. , but if you’re seeing this post and liking it add a heart or drop an emoji. 💔