12/01/2026
Busy not busy. Overwhelmed and frustrated. 😣 tired exhausted. Excited and anxious 😟.
Lots going on with the new year… don’t know where to start.
Got my car to pay for next week Monday.. it’s got a hairline crack. Then it’s air conditioning then it’s the cigarette lighter, oh and the gears stick!…
Nice problems to have until it becomes the question of affordability.
So waking up today. I’m not great. 😌 I feel dejected and heavy. Even though I lost 3 stone and can tell in my clothes and face. I feel I’m on halfway through.
As I’d like to get down to 10 stone. I’m 12 atm and a size 12 too… I bought jeans the other day from Poundland to celebrate 🙌 my weight loss journey so far.
It’s hard to continually shop, buy and pay for food, get to the shop or shops, cook and eat, three times a day, drink water 🚿 and exercise regularly, consistently at least 3 times a week for 45 minutes per time.
It takes a lot of mental strength and can be all consuming, having the determination but it taking time. Especially when there are other things to do and priorities or responsibilities come up daily or I get bored! 🥱
But still it’s half way through January and payday next month Again so as long as I can fix up the car 🚘, pay for my teeth 🦷 to be/get fixed with fix my smile dentists 🦷 and pay for my business 🧑💼 first, then I can start celebrating my daughter’s 18th and my other children’s birthdays all in February.
So I guess this is the calm before the storm ☔️ and it’s such a short 🩳 month but less than two weeks or so before it starts.!!
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