theartshowcty

05/21/2023

04/11/2023

03/03/2023

the life of a contrarian & outlaw (x); labels we choose to describe a “delusional” in need of guidance. ironic how we label a person an adjective that our mind illusionizes. see those who walk away are not always blind but sophisticated in vision. those who live drenched in sophistication may not be bright but may see a nature that shines brighter light. walking away from status quo is courageous if posed by consciousness, and if projected by sole frustration it is doomed to manifest itself into wrongfulness. when contrariety is bestowed consciously the contrarian notes the unfruitful to the masses (y) whom walk “up” an archetype unsafe to the followers (z). that light thus followed appeals to the eye however, those walking backwards may notice it breeds dim & casts shadow, for every light creates darkness, and every dark light becomes hollow. x knows the light burns eyes but the z’s walking forward convince the z’s behind to reach sight. the y’s are a force reckoned which is why x is special. x’s bravery opens a portal to those who wish to walk away from stray knowing those will mistakenly see, dislike, and discuss him away. in this sequence x is bum & y is slum. the pull of the contrarian comes from a cause, not an action of applaud from the leader “above all.” x holds the element of a vigilant whose eager to illustrate. x finds a way when others have it paved, shows the way to no-way and lastly, x portrays. those who serve the mind, body, social & soul to the point of zero external manipulation have conquered the war within and ready to lead the war outside & without. the x’s who are driven under the influence may see the beacon though feel out of touch and hopeless with the idea of following it successfully. those x’s convince z’s to disconnect. z is inherently more prone to listen to the ones who say "no, we can't" than "yes, we can," because in our nature lower wavelengths are tempting, comforting & painless yet unrewarding & trivial. see its ironic how blood sits firm on a leaf and outlaws walk with wolves dressed as sheep, even when they step away from the peaks.
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02/22/2023

there is 1 category that every aspect of life falls under: art. combating fear of the unknown: i realized this when i analyzed my personal fears of bees & snakes (this is no pun intended to my skepticism around luxury brands). when i got stung by a bee i was so angry that i wished bees would just go extinct. i later realized that my wish wasn’t that bees would cease to exist, it was to understand how to avoid being stung and for if i did have an encounter with a snake, know how to avoid attack. my wish was to understand the things i didn’t know. when our fears “never go away,” the power of knowing our life’s worth comes to play. when our life serves a purpose, the things that drain our value become reasonable. the ability to innovate is a gifted natural asset, although like with many beautiful things, it attracts those with ugly intentions. it’ll attract those whose reflections trigger their instincts and therefore inspire them to diminish. + is familiar with +. why? because it’s =. + is also aware of its reflection, and even when it isn’t, it’ll give an opportunity to the unpleasant to atleast feel + and if it doesn’t then it’s probably because what is perceived as “-” is actually +. the reason why some of us fear “darkness” is attached to our fear of death and love. we fear things that may have no escape. we fear unfamiliarity. maybe that leads another question. why? why be afraid of something new? isn’t that just fearing fear? well maybe that exposes a - nature in our society. we’re afraid of the burden we carry when we build creative expectations even if those experiencies garner +. many of us lose touch with the root to our foundation; nothingness. maybe that’s why we struggle to be alone, we perceive it from the - feeling we get from people who make us feel a non-peaceful form of loneliness (our reference point of what being alone looks & feels like is distorted). our response to nothingness reflects how are feelings look, like a canvas in a blank room. the ignoration of our roots of life reflect the power of our panda. incase the conversation becomes too deep, we again ignore the roots of life in efforts to keep us in search for our next distraction.