10/08/2022
Meet the artist:
Name’s Christina, and I make collage art. Digital, Analog, Gluten free, whatever.
I refused to collage for a long time, I felt insecure about my ability to dive into the heady creativity that is collage.
Then I met in 2019, who became one of my best friends.
He is a collage artist, and one hell of a creative genius.
He encouraged me to make collages with him and I obliged his request and I made a sucky piece of work, but it was funny.
Queue more collage nights.
1 year later it’s 2020. I had my second mental break.
I suffer from obsessive intrusive thoughts. I’ve had a mental break like this once before, but this one was BAD.
Trigger warning su***de mention.
I was receiving weekly phone calls from my doctor because she was scared I was going to commit su***de. She was a good doctor.
Even though I had started therapy, that s**t takes a long time to heal. Therapy is the long game.
So while I was just starting out on my mental health, I needed help coping. I felt so miserable I didn’t even think I deserved to laugh or feel any kind of joy.
To cope I started collaging again by the end of 2020.
It was the first time I had actually been able to laugh, like a true belly laugh.
Collage saved my life.
I really thought it was over for me, real talk.
So I would collage several pieces a day, sometimes maybe good, sometimes maybe s**t. But I had one rule: “Don’t tac it down unless it made me actually laugh.”
I had so much fun laughing by myself.
I opened an online print and ship business where I had to charge way too much just to break even.
Nonetheless, I had some amazing support.
I wasn’t able to afford it much longer, so I shut the business down and tried to focus on more serious art.
That didn’t last very long, as nothing quite made me as happy.
Collage was my asylum from my dimming ability to keep surviving.
I am so grateful for the friends who have supported me throughout and continue to be there.
I am so very grateful to the man who help start it all.
I am grateful to the newcomers, and I am grateful to myself for learning to laugh again.
Thank u 4 reading💕